Sunday, April 30, 2017

No needs and no streets in New York

After entering the White Balloon, there is no void to fill

The air is just right, defying science, defying research

Defying laws of gravity

It floats forever

with no needs

no wants

no needs for doctors

no need for the police

no need to get married

Just to BE together

to breathe together

to seek adventure and life and meaning 

with someone who shares my passions

I'm walking around midtown Manhattan this morning

yet somehow still in the white balloon 

Walking uptown, faster now, past the banks and the stores 

in sneakers and jeans like a child reborn. 

I don't really see the banks 

I don't register the stores

I don't recognize the streets

The balloon has distorted it all to a work of art by Monet

New York becomes a canvas for Impressionist paintings

thanks to the white balloon mentality

and thanks to you

It feels good to have a mentor

and I promised to pay it forward, so I will


Your positive energy leaves me fantasizing about us together naked in a white balloon, safe from ever feeling any pain or any problem. 

No issues.  No pressures.  Only peace. 

Only harmony. 

Only JOY. 

Only PLEASURE 

I like bringing you to an elevated level of joy and aliveness 

A woman "living in the present and future" who gets things done & feels... passionately

A woman who...misses you passionately

"I have some ideas for you," he says

and the white balloon floats to new heights.

Words I long to hear

To the Girl in the White Balloon,

Thank you so much for who you are. 

The glowing girl in her white bubble is floating closer to me by the moment, dispensing peace, passion and happiness to a world that unconsciously cries out for these qualities

Enjoy your time with family, friends and nature, 

I cannot be there with you so I send kisses 


The appropriate reply from the Girl:

Your family is lucky to have a strong man like you. It's natural to cry or feel vulnerable & if you want my support, just ask.

The white balloon is floating. It has enough air and light and the strength to keep going. Everything that's needed or wanted is already inside the white balloon. You'll be stronger than ever today and going forward

But she is still missing the Words she longs to hear from the man who inspires her like no other:

I need you next to me right now.  I need to feel your positive energy to inspire me back to my best.  I am sending for you immediately.  Take a helicopter back now.  I cannot wait for you to board a bus or train.  I am taking you from your family because I do not wish to live without you.  Your parents have each other, but without you, I am missing my other half.  Or better yet, we are both whole but we are much more than two souls when we combine.  We grow exponentially stronger when we unite in love.  Within an hour, you will be in my arms.  Safe.  Loved.

And if not, the white balloon will protect you no matter what life brings. 

Every day is Saturday

I'm floating effortlessly in the white balloon across a blue sky... Naturally au natural One with nature and the sun, moon, stars 

Al of the people in need are in my prayers & in my heart. 

I'm with my family

I'm on a gorgeous beach 

I indulge in the weather, wrapping the sunshine firmly around my shoulders, warm and cozy

surrounded by love and friends

Time to soak in nature 

& tranquility 

from my white balloon

Life is Sunny, breezy, beautiful 

Every day is Saturday


You inspire us

Writing about the white balloon...feels good to be floating on air... sometimes I miss the New England spirit & the beauty of places I left behind 



Most of all I miss a man who affected me in such deep, remarkable ways



This is a letter to a man who moved me:



 You have a gift that works not just with me... You also had a remarkable effect on my friend, the singer...



She is almost always impenetrable. 



When you met her, you saw how she's strong, proud, and fiercely guarded around new people after years of feeling disillusioned by Americans and especially New Yorkers.  Yet you penetrated her mind and her soul.



I've experienced you penetrating my mind, my body and my soul.



You doing all of this makes an incredible impact on my core.



I also saw how deeply you were moved, first shocked, and then impressed, by the extent of my entrepreneurial ventures... 



Then your eyes watered and I caught a new side of you, I glimpsed you vulnerable.



You were visibly touched by the image of me being completely at peace...



while naked in the white balloon...



and then you caused a visible transformation in one of my best friend's minds and spirit...



At her lowest, weakest point you gave her hope 



The most fascinating part was that your act of healing her also caused a transformation in YOU 



Do you feel lighter after you heal people? 



I often feel happiest and most fulfilled and proud after I help someone with something. 



This concept relates to one of my favorite quotes: 



"Giving is receiving..." 

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Tranquility

Floating in a white balloon is tranquil, the perfect vantage point, an advantage, a lifesaver after a storm. A white ballon around me means no one can penetrate me with cruelty, any malice right bounces off the balloon, bouncing too far away to threaten me again.  I can see, I can hear, I can learn, and I can feel -- but I can only feel goodness and a warm breeze of silky air, nothing else. Positive things only. That's how I like it now. That's how I need it. So I can rise above the world, high enough to see, high enough to heal from what the world does to good people and sensitive souls.